05 October-25 October

Hey all,
Do you ever wonder what job you are supposed to be doing? Are you meant to be a Doctor, Cop, Minister, Paramedic, Administrator, Accountant, Engineer, Musicians, Sportsmen/woman, Psychiatrist, Teacher, or a Student? There are so many fields one could choose from. Have you ever wondered what we are supposed to be doing with our lives? Or if we have chosen the right path, do you feel deep inside that you have the right career? I was asked what I want to do before I turn 40 and the question has spun me around. I can’t help keep questioning myself.

I have been thinking for months and I can’t even think of any thing half reasonable to answer that question. I don’t know where to even begin. I’m sure that God wants me where I am at this moment, but one day from now? One Week? One year? I can’t even guess. They say life is like an incomplete tapestry, you just see the mess, the tangle of colour, the knots, the confusion and the incomplete work. Once you have completed it, turn it over and look at the picture, it all starts to make sense and realize then why you even bothered creating it. It brings you more peace and joy then you’ll ever understand.

The weather has been crazy for the last couple of days, sun shining in the morning and then raining late afternoon onwards every single day. It is just plain weird. It might have something to do with pollution or maybe a sign of summer coming. Who Knows? I don’t remember last spring been like this.

My time so far:
5 Oct-Worked, saw friend & chatted, window shopping, ate, watched “Matrix” and then slept
6 Oct-went to see friends, slept, went to go and see neighbour’s dogs, watched “Aquamarine” & “ShopGirl” and then slept
7 Oct- Took neighbour’s dogs and our dog for a walk, read, knit, cut the grass, cleaned house, watched “High School Musical 2”, “Blue Streak”, “Walker: Texas Ranger”, chatted to family, played with the animals and then slept
8 Oct- Worked, watched “Numb3rs”, chatted to family and slept
9 Oct- Worked, watched “PSI Factor”, “TBAA” & “Standoff”, knitted and read, chatted to family, and then slept
10 Oct- Worked, watched “Heroes”, cooked, knitted, chatted to family and then slept

11 Oct- Worked, watched “So You Think You Can Dance?” & “Uptown Girls”, knitted, chatted to family and then slept
12 Oct-Worked, watched “So You Think You Can Dance?” & “Matrix2”, chatted to family and then slept
13 Oct- Watched “Center Stage”, “Rough Diamond” and “Mad About Mambo”. Made Lunch, Read “Horse Whisperer”
14 Oct- Watered garden, cleaned house, went shopping, finished reading “Horse Whisperer”, gave my mom a pedicure, chatted to family and then slept.
15 Oct-Working, shopping, knitting, watched “Numb3rs” chatted with family and then slept.
16 Oct- Worked, watched “PSI Factor”, “TBAA” & “Baywatch”, “Standoff”, knitted and read, chatted to family, and then slept
17 Oct- Worked, watched “Heroes”, cooked, knitted, chatted to family and then slept
18 Oct- Worked, watched “So You Think You Can Dance?” & “Will & Grace”, knitted, chatted to family and then slept
19 Oct- Worked, went to the library, and watched “So You Think You Can Dance?”, chatted to the family and then slept.
20 Oct- Went shopping, read, slept, chatted to the family, played with the animals, read some more and then slept

21 Oct- Did Gardening, Cleaned House, washed car, watched “Steal”, read and then slept.
22 Oct-Worked, watched “Numb3rs”, cooked, knitted, read and then slept
23 Oct- Worked, went to go and see my aunt, and watched “Touched by An Angel” &“Standoff’ Also read, knitted, chatted to family and then slept
24 Oct-Worked, watched “Heroes”, cooked, baked Crunchies, Knitting, reading, chatted to family and then slept
25 Oct-Worked, shopping, watched “So you think you can dance”, read and then slept

Keep well all of you!
Will Write Soon….
Sillver :)