Update: 11-24 Jan 07

Hey,

11th was work as normal, the after went home to just chill and relax, watch TV, read etc. Watched “Missing” . Friday the 12th I worked, went home, chatted to family, read and watched “NCIS”.

13 and 14th I unpacked my room and painted the 1st coat, went shopping and chatted with my dad’s friend. I was pretty much exhausted by the time he had left, I just crashed on the floor.
Next day and even though I was pretty stiff, I painted the 2nd coat and then got my sister to help me pack the room back in and hang up the curtains etc. Watched “Princess Diaries 1”, “Exit Wounds” and “Troy”.

The 15th was the first day of the 1st whole week I would be back at work this year. Was pretty buzy to. Went home, cooked, ate and the watched “Prison Break” (Will upload pics). Then read, chatted to family and slept.

16th worked, went home, read, watched TV (“Everwood”), chatted to the family and slept. Wednesday the 17th worked, went home, cooked, read, chatted with family, watched TV (“Blind Justice”) and crashed.

18th worked, went to the library, read , chatted to family, ate, watched (“So u think u can dance”-MNET SERIES (36) –DSTV) and then slept. Friday the 19th worked, then went to the shops and did some shopping and saw “Just Friends” with Chris Klein and Ryan Reynolds. Then went home and slept . The 20th was a pretty relaxing day and did nothing out of the ordinary.

21st watched “Xmen” which was okay lot of action but very futuristic and scientific. Baked, read, slept, cleaned up my room some, chatted with the family, ate, watched TV and then slept.

22nd worked, went and met my dad at the shopping centre, after we shopped went home and watched “Prison Break”. 23rd was my aunts 60th and I didn’t even wish her or speak to her for that matter sometimes I feel like a complete selfish, scared and angry person.

A guy that my dad used to work for committed suicide because he couldn’t handle things anymore. All I could feel was, Oh no not another one.
Why do people feel they have no way out? Or no solution to there problems? I guess Depression blocks everyway out, so that you can’t see it, even if it really is there like a bright light that is guiding you out. They just are blind towards it.

24th worked, went home, chilled, cooked, watched “Blind Justice”, read, chatted to the family, played with my cat and watched TV.


Will Write soon
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